cancer log

well im getting ready to go meet with the dr. to get blood work done for a test they are going to do tomorrow. 

well the results were not good...level 3.....im going to have to have surgury and then afterwards see if i need any other treatments.

well i go to the dr again tomorrow for more results and to sechedule my surgury. im really scared

well i had another dr appt today, they did 3 biopsys and

i got a call the other day from the doctors office. i never knew they could tell you over the phone that you have cancer. i was in shock, what am i going to do? i have my 11 year old son to finish raising. i wanted to scream or yell or cry but i just kept the shock locked deep inside. i told my best friend and the love of my life. but to ask him to stand by me thru this is more then i can ever ask of him.