How Do You Know It's Love?

I've heard the saying, "Everything in life happens for a reason." I truly believe it does. Every experience is meant to teach a life lesson so we can grow as a person, and hopefully we can pass that knowledge and experience to someone else in our life.

I learned a lot from my recent breakup. And as hard as it was when the breakup first happened, I kept

SADISTIC

Sometimes I think I might be sadistic. You know...I like to torture myself and self inflict pain. Or else why would I keep putting myself through the same thing over and over again? Why can't I stop loving someone who doesn't love me back? Maybe I like it so I can write songs about it. Maybe I'm used to a certain level of turmoil in my life and I bring it into my life because turmoil is what I'm used to. Maybe I can't stay happy in a

It's been 2 weeks now since my boyfriend and I broke up. When I think about everything logically, I know it's for the best. We had very little in common and even our goals were so different. But the phrase that keeps coming to my head whenever I think about him is "Love Don't Need a Reason." 

I know I'm still holding onto the first year of honeymoon stage bliss when everything was perfect. But I can't help but think that if two people really love each other, they work it out because they just want to be together...despite what's logical. 

I feel

51. Being able to touch him is the most comforting feeling in the world.

52. It's hard to sleep without him. Even if it is just for one night.

53. He loves you even when you're irrational and emotional...every month for a