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FREEDOM

AS I SIT AND COMPTEMPLATE ON WHAT I WISH TO SAY TO YOU, ELUDES MY WAKING MOMENTS.  ONLY WHEN I DREAM DO THESE WORDS COME FORTH FOR ME TO EXPRESS THE WAY I TRULY FEEL.  EVEN STILL, MY LOSS OF THESE WORDS ARE NO REFLECTION ON YOU IN ANYWAY, FORM OR FASHION.  ITS JUST MY INABILITY TO MANIFEST THE RIGHT WORDS AND HOW TO SAY THEM.  I FIND MYSELF SHAKEN BY THE LACK OF SOME RATIONAL THOUGHTS AND SOME JUSTICFICATION ON MY PART, AND WHY ITS SO HARD TO SAY WHAT MUST BE SAID.  I THEN REALIZED FROM BIRTH I WAS AFFLICTED WITH A DISEASE CALLED MAN!  AND NOW, I CONCENTRATE ON HOW I MUST ALLOW THESE WORDS TO ESCAPE MY MIND;BEING CAUGHT UP IN A REALITY OF MY OWN DOING.  I THEN SEE WHAT WAS ONCE BEFORE ME, AND WHY I SO IGNORANTLY ALLOW TO SLIP THROUGH MY FINGERS.  BELIEVING THAT ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING IS