i cry till i die

I cry till i die ,sleep an wake up alive, look to the sky, thank god for one more day on earth with my babby girl, wondering whats wrong with this world, an

whats wrong with me, will i ever talk like i did ,when my hope sounded like hope instead of some joke, i play on my self. why do we poke our self .

why do we smoke somehting that kills, an taste like shit ,in complete denial .

Does every job i put an aplication in have the right to knot hire me,when they look up my name an see all my you tube videos, an face