Going with the flow

Since I haven't had an income, it's been hard to live like a normal person.  I stay home and find comfort in it.  I can't spend too much money when I go out because there are chances that the money I make will be gone as soon as it gets deposited.  There were so many things I used to love to do when I had an income.  One of the most important things I loved doing was getting all dressed up and going out to dinner.  On a monthly basis I used to go out with 5 other friends and have a monthly dinner.  we took our time out for each other and made it an effort to wine and dine amoungst good friends.  I used to get out up to $100 worth of cash out of my bank and it didn't hurt me that i'd pay that much for a meal.  It was