POEMS AND POETRY

FEAR…is the HeArt of love!!!

 
by: maddiethestoryteller

I want to crawl, to the safest place
where my heart won’t be broken!
I want to be blind, So I don’t see you walk away!
I just want to feel again, the free love that you once gave me!

Never really knew, things would be this ugly!
I would have done anything, if I could
to freeze the time to their best moments!
Now that the damned thing is moving, I feel lonely and I feel sick!

Tragedies is what my heart is full of,
memories that are burnt to ashes, that are buried deep within me
Only time, can be the wind to blow the ashes away!
With all lost and nothing to lose, I try to move on,
I try to hold on, but I feel tired and I feel sick

In a soliloquy, I try to explain myself - but nobody seems to be listening!
Why is dat everytime I believe something is true, It turns out to be d ugliest illusion!
I’ve had enough of these games now…
Is it time I move on? The I in me feels so low!

For fear… is the heart of love!
I don’t see any sunshine ahead…
for illusion has turned to reality!
things aren’t the way they were before…
and I can’t help myself, but miss you my life!!!

–Poem Written in May, 2007 in Bangalore, India