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Xiann Melegrito helps fight mental illnesses and depression.

Hiding Sadness Behind The Smile

Hiding Sadness Behind A Smile 

People are always telling me to smile, like smiling is going to take away all the hurt and all the pain....well I've tried that. I've tried hiding my sorrows, and covering the sadness in my smile... and what I've learned is when it hurts this much inside, my heart always has a way of showing it, no matter how much I tried.

I cried for the times that you were almost mine, I cried for the memories I've left behind, I cried for the pain, the lost, the old and new...I cried for the times I thought I had you.

Right now I'm not sure of what to do. I'm not sure if I should live or die. Not sure whether I should just ignore this feeling for now. Not sure if I can handle much more, because fate decides who comes into my life, but my heart decides who stays…