I Am Trying So Hard To Move On

This is a girl that I had liked about two to three months ago, somewhere in between that. I had told her I liked her and got "friend-zoned" as they say, but I'm perfectly content with that. She still helps me a lot with the depression I've been suffering since the last girl. What's even cooler, is she does it out of her own concern, not because I asked her to. I never even in my wildest dreams imagined she would be the one to pull me the hardest through all this.

As a result, we've become extremely close. Even closer than before I had told her I liked her, and we were actually pretty good friends then. I suppose the best way to describe it is that she is like the little sister I never had. At this point she has a boyfriend, they have been together for a few weeks now. Me, I'm still recovering from the last time I got hurt. Not quite ready to throw myself out there just yet. Her boyfriend doesn't mind that we're this close I don't think. He trusts her for what I can tell. I wouldn't be able to give the full details, because I always just leave them to themselves when I see them together rather than intrude, and I never ask her anything about it. Mainly, I'm just assuming that he doesn't have a problem with it seeing as neither him or her has approached me yet.

At any rate, we've gotten really