Music Is My Dream Job

I've been wanting to learn how to produce for a while now and have had some of the best in the industry try to teach me...but for some reason I've been hesitant to actually start. Maybe it just wasn't time yet. But I think it's time now because I've been going into my obsession mode...constantly watching videos of producers of songs I admire, constantly messing around in Logic so I can learn, and constantly listening to instrumentals of songs I really love. I feel like being able to create the beat will improve my songwriting since the song