Autumn Green - The 5th Season

life is violence. the nature and humans are alike.
we are violent with the nature, our brothers, ourselves... and yet ...
we are humans ... we have in us a little spark of paradise.
we can see spectacular in life, we see the Beauty: words, music, colors ...
that's the choice I made. I fail from time to time, my body and soul are full of scars, my eyes are dry from too many tears ...
but sometimes a little miracle happens... and then I smile...and open the window...and if I am realy lucky I laugh ... and walk on ...
in fact, every step I'm closer to End
I only gather memories on the way... some of them woth the delay...
:)

I remmeber a poet tenysion of europe or may be London
this is the fact of his life
once he get frustrated and tired in his life so much so that he decide to go for a sucide in the river bank
he left his home with the firm deicision to end the life.on the way to river bank he saw a small young
baby boy his mother was little far busy in herself and this less then year baby boy was laughing and smiling.
looking to the smile of baby boy tenyson had a second thaught that this helpless and cent percent dependent baby who can not speak who can not eat who can not walk is having a smile on his face
enjyoing his pleasent present tense who no nothing moe then to cry.
I am having speech I am having thoughts expression people I know about who will listen me
i have hands to have and earn my own food I have legs to walk and get my food and desire
I have so many plus to make my understand I do and i can I much stroger then this baby boy to survive and bring back smile on my face.
I feel i am and my efforts and my will to live and survive will make me bring back my smile
as love their may some more impurities in my life but i can start now itself fieltering my love
if my love gets filter my smile will be back for ever heaven is one step ahead
what is the cost money cost is zero but the cost to get your smile back is your will your desire to live and put in action yourself
love kirit

We have a duty on the Earth,and when we finish it,we will die.Suicide is on option,true,perhaps when you feel you did your duty,you finished it,than you can choose suicide.But you do are not curious what Life will offer you more?

sucide is the only the revind or reagin of the life and its sucessfully face miseries
and we have to start again of the same lke from zero to present tense. and then again pause no end
to die facing and challenging the world and nature consqueces is imortal
but suciide is cowadice act.

sucide is the only the revind or reagin of the life and its sucessfully face miseries
and we have to start again of the same lke from zero to present tense. and then again pause no end
to die facing and challenging the world and nature consqueces is imortal
but suciide is cowadice act.

very heart touching!!

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try to find a reason to live.

if we talk about a choice positive and choice negative I agree with the poet that it is related terms
may differ individually in my and your and other case same thing can be possitive negative or say nuteral (can be ignored)by individual.
but one fact of ife or say metabolisam (principle function of humanity )
the god as given a gift of indpendence right to cohice and follow and put your chice in action
for every chioice the destination is pree fixed you walk on your by your will and your choice
and you reach there on that destination
that destination is haven or hell buts its your choice
you may take it granted hell as a haven and haven has hell, but the fact is you select ayour choice and you walked till there and you achived it. your goal and there for you are there.
now you to day realise that you have selected wrong destination it was illusion or a mare dream and
reached a wrong destination , no need to vansih your finsih your self your end your journey
just take a u turn come back a little wa;lk a little after uturn new road new chice is readily waiting for you to take new destination of your choice.
god your parents is waiting for you or is with you and with in you to give a strength new power new vision and new spirit and new enthusiasam just tuen around a U turn walk a little gift of new choice is yours
thanks
love kirit
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I like your version. I too, have bouts of feeling like things would be better, not only for myself, but for others around me and how I effect them. I like how you write. Obviously I don't condone the act of suicide, but I do understand where it comes from. Hope you're doing better these days and have found something to live for. There is happiness, sometimes we forget to look.

Perhaps you could read one of mine... No Vacancy is the title. Give it a read

nice post........................................

Find someone to wipe out your tears

Think suicide is not an option? Believe that! And if you do think of suicide erase it from your mind. How? Sing a song from "The Sound of Music" - "My Favourite Things". When the dawn bites, when the bee stings, when I'm feeling down. I simply remember my favourite things and then I don't feeeeel..... so....baaaaad..... Take a walk. Do things.....like making or buying and eating your favourite foods or fruits and cakes even gorge your self anything at all is better than suicide , watch your favourite movies, go to your favouirite person.... call him or her....go to your favourite shops ......to do all these favourite things open the door... do not close it ...open the windows .... let the fresh air in...breathe it ... and thank God you are alive .......Get out and live .....
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