Love stories/poems,relationship,dating

        The Hardest Thing I Had to Say

                   By: Anonymous Author

     It all started when I was six years old. While I was playing outside, I met a boy. He was an average boy who teased you and then you chased them and beat them up. After that first meeting in which I beat him up, we kept on meeting and beating each other up at the fence. That only lasted for a while though. We would meet at the fence all the time and we were always together. I would tell him all my secrets. He was quiet he would just listen of what I had to say. I found him easy to talk to and I could talk to him about everything. I school we have separate friends but when we got home we would always talk about what happened in school. One day I told him that a guy I liked hurt me and broke my heart. He just comforted me and said everything will be okey. He give me words of encouragement and helped mme get over him. I was happy and thought of him as a real friend. But I knew there was something else about him that I liked. I thought of it that night and figured it was just a friend kind of thing that I was feeling. All through highschool and even through graduation we're always together and of course I thought of it as being friends. But I knew deep inside that I really felt differently. On graduation night even though we had different dates I wanted to be with him. That night after everybody went home, I went to his house and wanted to tell him that I wanted to see him. Well, that night was my big chance and all I did was just sit there with him watching the stars and talking about what I was going to do and what he was going to do. I looked into his eyes and listened to him talk about what his dream was. How he wanted to get married and settled down. He said he wanted to be rich and successful. All I could do was tell him my dream and cuddle next to him. I went home hurting because I didn't tell him how I was feeling. I wanted to tell him so bad that I loved him but I was too scared and frightened. I let my feelings go and told myself that someday I would tell him just how I felt. All through college I wanted to tell him but he always have someone with him. After graduation he got a job, I was happy for him but at the same time I was sad to see him go. I was sad also because I didn't tell him how I felt. But I couldn't let him know now that he was leaving for his job. So I keep it to myself and watched him go. I cried as I hug him for what I felt was going to be the last time. I went home that night and cried my eyes out. I felt hurt that I didn't tell him what I had inside my heart. Well, I got a job as a secretary. One day I got a letter