sleepless

eleven fourty eight.

There are songs, moments, feelings, things that stick with you forever. There are times good and bad and people who shape and define how we are. There are reasons for favorites, the things we love, there also has to be reasons for the things we hate, there has to be a balance. There are ways that time slips away more easily than it should sometimes, there are other times when it feels like it stops completely. Hearts skip beats, pictures can be taken with the mind that last for an eternity and burn into the soul without even knowing it. We are such strange creatures, if only the future was easily written, if only it was possible to forget everything, forge new fates and know how to make all the right moves all the time. There are no easy answers, there always seems to be alot of hard questions with more coming to the forfront everyday.

twelve twenty seven

Sleep is still something that evades me at every turn, even when I know that there is a good chance of strange and amazing dreams and an even better day to wake up to, more fun and adventures, but I just cant let go of today and close my eyes. It feels like I cant stop smiling, I cant stop thinking and replaying and rethinking again. Ive