Truth and true love stories

Why did he do this to me?

I fell in love with the wrong guy. He was my best friend and I loved him ever since the first day I met him. Then, I confessed my love for him and he took advantage of my love and he used me very badly and even though he knew he broke my heart, he still played and lied to me.

The times I remember being happy were before he knew my love for him 'cause no matter what, I was still close to him and I was at the top of the list. He and I laughed, joked around, made fun of people and laughed at everything and at everyone. The happy times differ from the sad times 'cause I was happier before he used me and he knew the truth.