deeper reflections

Time and space are moving at warp speed.  I'm afraid that if people do not keep up with the changes in this life they may fall behind. 

I have been missing on a lot of finer luxuries that life has to offer the past year.  I only have a little of an unknown amount of money coming in every month because more often times it comes in Paypal and I use it to Boost in FanBox.  So I have limitations as to how much I can spend a month.  But here is a list of what I miss because I do not have a substantial income..

Nowadays I've been feeling pretty winded or exhausted.  This is the first time in my life that I have been trying to catch up with my mind while my body fell by the wayside due to unforseen illnesses and trying to get my health in check.  They say it's the energy of 2012..I sure hope so because I have felt out of it or lazy lately.

I still try to keep up with my social calendar and showing up

Sometimes I just wish I could just run away.  But for me to run away to get away from all the greed and the harsh reality of the world, I would probably would pass away and go to heaven to escape life in general.  

Meditations have been my way of life for years now.  It is the most beneficial thing I have ever given myself.