IF THE FEELIN IS GONE..

If the feelin is gone

Please don't pretend

That you still love me,

I can see it in your eyes

And it hurts to admit it

I can't tell if the feelin is gone...

All I ask, is just a little honesty

Though I know, that you're not coming back to me

You know I'll do anything to make you stay

But I just have to let you go

If the feelin was gone...

There's a sadness in your smile

Though I try to conceive it

I can't tell if the feelin was gone...

All I ask, is just a little honesty

Though I know that you're not coming back to me

You know, I'll do anything to make you stay

But I just have to let you go

If the feeling was gone...

especially dedicated to the one who is causing me so much pain and sadness now.. makes me grieves when alone especially at night when I'm on my bed..can't hardly sleep and eat..asking too many questions in my mind and to myself, WHY??? you said you are my bestfriend and my lover, that you don't want me to experience what was happened to you when you were been hurt before by your so called "LOVE", that it is so very difficult because even you are so very hurt and not feeling well, you have to get up for work,even it makes you cry at work, you have to face it...Now it seems you have taken your vengeance, but instead to the "LOVE" who have hurt you, You caused that vengeance to the wrong woman who hasn't done anything wrong to you but to love you truly...Now,all those experience happens to you before are what I am experiencing now..Eventhough I am so depressed and in sorrow that I can't hardly get up, I have to because I have a job to work for... While working,can't stop thinking of you,asking why? then a tears will suddenly fell without me noticing them...it really hurts..wherever I go and whatever I done, it's you who always occupies my mind... NOW,I have said to myself, NO MORE MS. NICE AND GOOD ONE..Everything will be changed.. I will change all of me.ALL..especially from being nice and good to become HARSH and BAD...

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Against All Odds

To the person who captured my heart...

I hope he feels the same way too...

I love you without you knowing it...

Hope someday you will get to know it...

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Thank you for Loving Me 

Thank you for loving me

For being my eyes, when I couldn't see

For parting my lips, when I couldn't breath

Thank you for loving me...

I really love this song... 

You really rock Idol!

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It's my life

It's my life

it's now or never

I ain't gonna live forever

I just wanna live while I'm alive...

It's my life

My heart is like an open highway

Like Frankie said I did it my way

I just wanna live while alive

It's my life...

Bon Jovi Rocks!!!

My Idol!  ^_^

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It's Sad To Belong

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