Blame Me

   ~~~~~~~~~~~High Five~~~~~~~

I'm sorry I offended you when I told you how stupid you were be'in
I thought you knew but just weren't see'in

I know it won't matter what i have to say....
You never seem to listen any way

But this is one of those moments that you need a high five in the face, with a chair....
Maybe then it would knock off those rose colored glasses you seem to wear.

You seem to keep forgetting

                   ~~~~~ Black Cloud~~~~~~

I'm sad to say
There is a black cloud that surrounds today.

~~~~My Beautiful Babies~~~~

My beautiful Babies, my how they've grown
It seems just yesterday I was bringing them home.

In a blink of eye
Time just seems to have gone by

My oldest will be nine, I always say, though she didn't grow in my belly she grew in my heart,
Because of this we will never part.

My middle child yes my 4 year old boy
He will be 5 and is my pride and joy
The funniest little boy you ever will meet
He reminds me of his daddy, shy and sweet

Then we have our youngest one,
wow, she is loads of fun.

~~~~~Hearing Her Voice Again~~~~~~

Oh to hear your voice....
I don't know whether to cry or rejoice...

I honestly think it made me miss you more
I say this as tears start to pore...

I miss having our weekly call,
and getting your wise advice above all

Just so the kids won't know
I just want to hide in my room and let it all go

To this day it still doesn't seem real,
I just found out yesterday is how I still feel

I keep trying to heal this open sore
But there is still so much more

That I needed to say....
but I kept it to myself day after day

When I heard

~~~~To Blessed To Be Stressed~~~~

To blessed,

To be stressed.

I keep trying to say,

But the list keeps getting longer every day.

In circles I continue to spin,

But there is no way to win.

I have to be everything for everyone,

and to be put simply it just can't be done.

I try and try but